Like as I’ve gotten older I’ve gotten less and less invested in making my writing “correct,” and in whether it will be easy for everyone to understand, and more and more invested in like e.e. cummings not using punctuation is actually a way to use punctuation shit, and part of that is probably just getting older and getting more confident as a person and as a person who uses words — but also I think part of it is being angry about the way that style of language is feminized, and understanding that just because certain ways of typing/speaking/thinking are dismissed as “oh my god you sound like a teenage girl” that isn’t actually a reason not to use them.  And is in fact a reason to use them.